So tonight is the eve of my return to work. How do I feel about this? well if I’m honest, I’m dreading it!

I know it was inevitable that I’d be returning at some point but I just can’t help dreading it, it’s the place I had my breakdown, I’ve not been there in so long, I’ve not contacted anyone there due to being so ashamed of my breakdown plus I still hold the paranoia that no-one actually cares and all of a sudden it’s time to go and face reality again!

The comfort of the walls of my house or car will be taken away and I’ll be jumping back into what feels like the deep end!

I’m not ready!!!

I am ready???!!

I don’t know anymore!

love always, Gee x